Cousins unite!
Another round of health scare again. I better do something about it before its too late. It is no longer the regular symptoms i proclaim to have so maybe this time it is the real deal. Omg please no
Love this pic despite how unkempt and fat i looked. Plus im in my pjs! but my ah gong and i look so happy! <3 Love you ah gong!
Weight still stagnant or maybe i gained some. WHY LIKE THAT! lets wait for one month. One month if i tried and no diff, you know i probably will be in this weight this sth crazy happens
Saturday’s Family day!
This is why i get fat(ter) in singapore -.-
My diet progress?
Haha. By the time i write this post….its the fact that that 15 pounds is not going to work. not even 1 pound. just read that our metabolism will slow down when we turn 25. Some metabolism only still so fat, no metabolism HOW? FML. Gen better wake up my idea. Damn i need a stressor (quote from criminal minds. Haha when serial killers start to kill its because of a stressor) But so far nothing eh, no handsome guy to lose weight for. Haha the other time i managed to lose weight was because there was a stressor. I liked this guy, he never saw my real face only via chatting in msn (how embarrassing -.-) and i believe that he thought i was a skinny average looking girl. So there was an incentive that when we finally meet, i will be the girl that everyone envisioned to be.
Those periods idk was hardcore or not, but there was always a motivation or momentum going on. Because he never seen my face before, there is always an incentive to show him what he wants. But right now, Nope, nada. Even if there is somebody that i really like(d), he had seen my true self already, even if i say i wanna lose weight, my mini me in my conscious will be like,” heck it la, he see u fat alr, sure not interested. Why try so hard”. I know it is degrading for girls to lose weight just for guys or looks and not because of wanting to be healthy (ps wanting to be healthy or health scare can be a good stressor to lose weight! My uncle lost 15kg in 4 months coz he didnt want to get stroke -.-) but for me, at least it is some form of motivation for me to lose the weight. Right now nothing.
I have to admit that the internet is not a safe place for young girls as there are predators around. Somehow i am glad that i was (still is) fat when i was younger. If i wasnt i would have gone out and meet that boy already. What were the risK? i dont even want to think about it. Because of my issue of being fat, i restrained myself. By the time i lost the weight (2years) i was older and wiser and seriously i asked myself,”Wtf was i doing”. Then came no crushes and truckload of examinations—> my weight ballooned till now.
Let me show my face progress in decreasing older (latest to oldest)
2011 A little transition. Still fat
2010 fattest mode
2009 Gained a little weight but well i would die to be back in this shape!
Look at this my face still got shape! DAFUG
Damn early of 2009. My V shape face!
2008 Stagnant mode, Dont think i gained or lost.
Ok. i GAINED. -_-
2007. Best years of my life. Lost everything!
slimmest pic ever!
Losing was a tough period ( Now that i think of it, losing now is so much harder than last time!) And i am a nutjob to gain everything back. WHY GEN WHY? Just a little exercising or maybe control your diet a little, u may be still slim! argh!!
Sorry i could find any before 2007 pictures, facebook haven existed yet. Friendster was but they cleared all my pictures already!
Still very proud of my weight loss (2007) will be even prouder if i manage to lose them all again! fat hope seriously unless i have a health scare or meet a handsome guy -.-
Cant believe i blogged so much, so this shall be my self proclaimed entry of the year!
PS: I LOVE CRIMINAL MINDS. Maybe i should be a FBI profiler. -.-
HAHAHA story of my life
(Source: fearlessknightsandfairytales)
Just realised size 8 is another fat! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
Watched Avengers with Ys today. Got the shock of my life. when did movie tickets became so expensive? I thought the original price was $10 then with passion card it will be $7. Nope i am so wrong. Its $12 bucks now and with passion card its $9.50. What the fuck why so expensive! Our wages are not even rising and every nitty bitty stuff is rising? So illogical! Dating in Singapore is so expensive man. Imagine theres basically nothing to do so its just eat, shop, movies. Everything cost a bomb man. Unlike usa! can go some stupid trail and look see or just drive around. Guess thats different!
ANW CHRIS EVANS DAMN HANDSOME I LIKE ^^
